span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;既然欧隽坤如此，他又何必再继续坚持什幺？
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他又不是傻子。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他只是不配拥有爱情。
alhaspan style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;
ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;终于获得了新人奖，孟维可以戴着工作证去现场观看颁奖典礼和演出。到了地方，他发现自己的座位被安排在欧隽坤身后的第三排。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;周围的人来来往往，进进出出，影影绰绰，忙忙碌碌。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;印象中的自己一直安静地端坐着，看着舞台的方向，住在他余光角落中的那个西装革履的男人，依然是像任何时候那样把自己收拾得英俊潇洒，举止得体。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他看不清那个人的侧脸，而那个人也并不在意身后坐着谁谁谁。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧可非演出完毕，坐到他身边的空椅上说：&ldqu;你也不要感到难过，我哥他其实还是适 一个人过。让他信任 一个人，真的很难。其实你已经比我们都更近地走进他的心里，可是他太在乎了，越是在乎就越患得患失。&rdqu;说完，一手拍拍他的肩膀，&ldqu;谢谢你在他最需要关怀的时候一直陪在他身边。我会一直铭记你对他的好。希望上帝保佑你找到真正属于你的幸福。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维缓缓转过头来看他，嗓子干涩，有些艰难地，但还是尽量微笑着说：&ldqu;谢谢。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;两天后就要启程去米兰，他决定在离开之前，要把属于欧隽坤的东西都还给他，东西早就打包好，其实不多，一个稍微大一点的纸袋子就能装下。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他只是一直拖着，直到不能再拖，终于把躺在墙角的纸袋子拎走，搭乘地铁去欧隽坤家。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;给他开门的却是个左耳戴着耳钉的男人，他虽看不清模样却觉得一定是个帅哥。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他无奈地笑了一下，并没有表现出太多的意外，而按照以往的节奏，此时欧隽坤应该在卧的卫生间里淋浴。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;帅哥问他：&ldqu;你哪位？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他答着&ldqu;户的前男友。&rdqu;便从容地擦过帅哥的肩膀，换了鞋子，步入屋内。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;帅哥噗嗤一笑，跟在他身后说：&ldqu;前男友？我还是他现任男友呢！&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维过头来，对他淡然说：&ldqu;他炮友我见得多了，你不过就是其中之一，何必打肿脸充胖子？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;帅哥的脸登时就绿了，悻悻然磨蹭到卧，隔着卫生间的拉门对欧隽坤说：&ldqu;喂，你前任来找你了。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤沉沉的嗓音从满是水声的浴室里传来：&ldqu;知道了。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他在客厅的沙发上坐等了约摸二十来分钟后，欧隽坤才慢条斯理地从浴室里出来，此时头发早已吹干，身上则裹着钩白边的藏青色冬日睡袍，周身散发着他再熟悉不过的阿玛尼的acqua di gispan style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;香水味，那是欧隽坤一直用惯了的，也是前不久他陪他逛街时新买的。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;那前味中包含的甜蜜豆蔻和海藻味十分浓郁，中味和后味还不明显，如此一闻便知是刚刚才喷的。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维不得不佩服，欧隽坤做事总是这幺认真，认真到连和不知名的炮友上床也要把自己收拾得这幺精致到位。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤比以往更帅，高大挺拔的身影让人看了抑制不住 地心跳加速，只见欧隽坤从容走到他面前，问他：&ldqu;找我什幺事？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维便把大纸袋子递给他：&ldqu;后天我就走了，今天是来还东西的，你看看还少什幺？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤从纸袋子里一一掏出东西，把它们放在茶几上，有用纸盒子打包好的&ldqu;小管家&rdqu;，他从巴西出差来带给孟维的地方特色工艺品，还有一个装满小饼干的收纳罐。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;理到最后，欧隽坤的表情也越来越冰寒，他抚着眉头问孟维：&ldqu;小管家和你家电器都解除配对了？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维点头说：&ldqu;是的，都解除配对了。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;是的，就像他们现在这样，解除配对了。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤把玩着在圣保罗买的工艺品说：&ldqu;不好意思，你给我买的几条领带不知道被我塞哪儿去了。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;&ldqu;没关系，不用还给我，反正那幺贵的领带我也找不到适的正装与之相配，随便你怎幺处置好了。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;就像他们一样，其实从来就不般配。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤放下工艺品，又拿起装满饼干的收纳罐打量起来，&ldqu;我记得我应该没送过你这个。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;&ldqu;那的确不是你送我的东西。&rdqu;孟维顿了顿说，&ldqu;你的生日快到了，那是我之前，我是说，是在我们分手之前，我做好的饼干。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤的喉结翻动了一下，说：&ldqu;我告诉过你，我不过生日。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;&ldqu;我知道。那是算了。&rdqu;话到嘴边，只觉得赘述无益，反正今天就是来还东西的，&ldqu;东西已经带到，你看着办吧。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;此时，一直在旁围观的耳钉帅哥对饼干好奇起来，从欧隽坤手中拿过罐子，叹道：&ldqu;看起来做得不错啊，都和店里卖得差不多了，你不过生日的话，能给我尝一个不？&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤看似轻松地说：&ldqu;当然。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;心酸的滋味如此清晰。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维从耳钉帅哥手中将饼干罐恣意拿身边，缓缓将盖子转开，举起收纳罐倒转过来，而后看着里面的饼干倾述倒出，零落洒落在地上。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;最后直到整个罐子被放空，他手一松，那收纳罐便重重滚落在地上。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;空气忽然间像是被冻结似的，那样安静。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他说：&ldqu;欧隽坤，如果你不喜欢，你可以尽管把他们当垃圾扔掉，但请不要给别人。&rdqu;他强忍下眼中的沸腾，&ldqu;几个月前，你曾经跟我说过，叫我帮你保管好你的四院，你说，&lsqu;或是拆了砸了也总好过被不相干的人糟蹋了&rsqu;，此时此刻，我也是同样的心情。&rdqu;
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;我宁愿我的真心被你碾成齑粉，也不要别人触碰它一丝一毫。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;欧隽坤站在原地，无声地望着他。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他明明看见欧隽坤的拳头紧紧握起又颓然松开。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;后来他好像离开了欧隽坤家又好象变成了隐形人，而那个炮友也莫名其妙地消失不见了。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;他来到客厅，看见欧隽坤坐在地上捡起一块小小的饼干出神地看着，上面标着一个日期。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;不仅仅是那一块，所有的饼干都标着日期，按时间排列刚好是孟维去米兰和国的这中间三个月。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;一个月一种口味，依次是花生味、牛奶味和蓝莓味。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;咬下一块饼干似是发现里面夹着一小块拼图。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;上面写着一个英文字母。
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;所有的饼干对应的拼图按照时间顺序排列，最后他拼出了一段话。
l is fr the way 欲 lk at me span style=fnt-family:
宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;（lspan style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;
ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;是你望着我的样子）
o is fr the nly ne i see span style=fnt-family:宋体;
ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;（o span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;
ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;是我的眼中只有你）
v is very, very extrardinary span style=fnt-family:宋体;
ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;（v span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;
ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;是感觉非常非常特别）
e is even mre than ahat 欲 adrespan style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;（espan style=fnt-family:
宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;是没人比我更爱你）
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;那是6span style=fnt-family:
宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;年代的黑人爵士乐歌手nat king clespan style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;晚年的经典作品，他看见欧隽坤将那首歌找出来反复味，不知不觉间，单曲循环到了黎明的微光时分。
lve is all that igive t 欲
lve is mre than just a game fr tw
tw in lvemake it
take my heart and please dnt break it
lve was made fr me and 欲
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;孟维想起了几天前，自己在厨房里忙碌的身影，一边给坤哥烘培着小饼干，一边沉浸在轻松悠扬的爵士乐中。
take my heart and please dnt break it
take my heart and please dnt break it
span style=fnt-family:宋体;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;times new rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:
&qut;times new rman&qut;可是那颗心，还是被那个人亲手摔碎了。</p>